poiyzin

Hey guys I know I haven't written in a while. Shits just been bad over here. I dont really know where I'm going anymore, and I'm not sure if I'm just hormonal because I'm pregnant or everything is really as bad as I'm making it out to be. I just feel like shit. I really fucking hate my job, and where I am right now financially and as far as my stability goes is deff. not where I wanna be!!

I cant wait for this pregnancy to be over so I can join the air force! Its what I really want to, and I strictly believe that I'm done putting everyone elses needs before my own. I'm not even mentioning it to anyone other than my husband and a good friend of mine for right now because I dont wanna deal with negative fucking dumbass remarks!!

My marraige isnt going that great either, I'm kinda in love with someone else, I know thats terrible, but I cant really help it. My husband knows but he's determined to work things out. I dont think its healthy, but what do I know?!!? Oh well love u guys! ttyl!

Oh yeah I'm not sure if I mentioned the baby names finally but if I didnt
Girl: Zelda Serenity
Boy: Jack Drake

ok well bye!