poiyzin

Ack I have to change my look... I'm totally sick of the way I look... like nothing defines me... nothing stands out about me... when is it that you really realize u've hit absoloute rock bottom and the only way to get up is feeling better about urself?!!?

My son keeps screaming... wonder whats wrong with him? Feed him, changed him, gave him baby orajel for his teeth, burped him, and he even has his paci, i think he just wants to be carried. Sorry buddy, not guna happen!

so I think I'm going to go back and do something about this image... "looks at my default picture" shhheeesshhh im tired of looking like that!

I'm glad I have a spot to vent... I'm pretty stupid so a spot like this is safe for me.

I liked the thread they had going on random thoughts.... heres my random thought:
I miss my husband more than I probably should.
I wish I had more pudding
I wish my friend would come over already so that I can borrow her camera
I wish I had enough money to buy my own freaking camera
If the internet had a size what would it be? (still haven't figured that one out)
And I wish my son would like me more than he likes his freaking dad!! GGRR!