poisonivy1221

So....I started seeing a shrink. I had my second session today. I really like the guy. He is not some stuffy doctor type .He actually kind of reminds me of a biker and a cowboy mixed together. But anyway I guess I finally came to the conculsion that I am just way to fucked up for me to deal with alone. And I think or actually I know I kind of scare my husband. He thinks I am a little crazy. I think that is the understatement of the century. Well there it is then....there is a lot of turmoil and unrest in my life right now and I am just trying to deal with it the best way I know how. I don't know where I am headed but I hope that fate has set me on the right path. I am feeling a little confused right now....he challanged me to think about some things and all of that is swirling around in my head right now. I have to make a choice about what I want to commit to and I don't know if I am ready to do that. Or if I can. This is all just sounding like a bunch of gibberish!!! Fuck!