poisonapple

same ol same ol, just trying to decide weither to be nervous for the shoot i finally got set up..I just hope the car decides to start...been dealin with a battery on it's last legs and no money to get a new one till the 1st..i'm fighting jitters and the fact that I have already gained 5 baby pounds with the fact that I am so ready to get another set done..accepted or rejected either way I just want to get some done..i'm gritting my teeth and saying "oh hell yes, I'm gunna be the sexeist bitch ever, i got a pretty good theme, good music and I don't care if the whole world see's me naked..I'm gunna get this done!" imperfections and all..I've been practing in front of the mirrior..reading the sg hopeful's thread and doing my homework like a good girl should..lol even if this set is rejected..guess what? I'll be disappointed but i'll know i'm not the only one..and got more shoots set up on the way after this one..so yeah i'm rockin on this idea..then realized that yes i wanna be an SG with all my heart and soul but more importantly i got my application accepted and that's all i really wanted in the first place..so YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm screamin and shouting on the inside..and gunna flaunt for that camera no matter what..yes! I love determination against all odds...just like the bad ass at the end of the movies...i will kick all dem zombie asses, take no names, and lovin it!! AHAHA....i'm insane..but oh well...that's what makes me soooo lovely...wish me luck (for everything, not just the shoot..lol more so that the shoot is gunna happen and the car starts!) lol