point8flashes

So we talked everything out and things are going great, but now I'm worried about where we go from here, We plan on seeing eachother for the first time since the breakup next sunday, im already terrified about it and I just dont see us knowing things are better until we are back together, we've comprimised and agreed on everything we talked about that we needed and for the most part have changed the ones we could without being around eachother but most have to do with our interactions when we are together and I just don't see myself waiting around like a lapdog for someone that hurt me I'm just so confused...and plus its pouring rain outside, i guess you gotta love gods sense of humor...i dont know...