Monday May 31, 2004

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I needed that BBQ. It's just good to have your friends around. It was good seeing my friends' kid also. She's only 4 months, and she's got good parents (and a good uncle, if I do say so myself).
Went and saw my mom again today. She's looking better and is eating again. Maybe she'll be up and around again soon.

Friday May 28, 2004

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I'm gonna BBQ this weekend. Have some friends over, drink some beers, play some loud punk rock, and laugh a lot. That's what I'm needing right now.
Anyone who reads this in the area can come, but you have to bring meat, or beer. oink
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tigress:
I wish I was flyin in this weekend...so how did it go???? biggrin
tigress:
oh and I believe I spoke to you first. I saw a post of yours on wuvmonki's journal and thought it was pretty interesting so I left you a comment biggrin see, and now we're "friends" kiss

Tuesday May 25, 2004

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For some reason, it feels like it's going to be one of those days. You know, like you just shouldn't leave the house.

Eh, no guts no glory.
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othello:
Oh man, I never expected to meet anyone from real life on this thing...
barbiq:
I think you could paint your clothes ,drink some beer and listen to AC DC... love miao!!

Sunday May 23, 2004

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I felt kind of selfish today. I stayed home and didn't answer the phone for anyone but my dad. I needed to just get away from everyone for a day. Between my sibs bickering and my friends checking in on me, I love 'em all, but it's become overwhelming.
After today tho, I'm regaining my focus.

Friday May 21, 2004

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I'm so fucking pissed.
My mom's pretty sick, hell she's terminal, and she signed the do-not-resuscitate papers yesterday.
I expected that.
Now for some reason my sister has decided that she's pissed off because no one told her yesterday. Well, I just found out when my sister called me to complain that no one told her. If my mom wanted to tell her, she would've...
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tracyramone:
im in orange county new york 45 mins north of u! lol
emiloo:
Hello, I just wanted to write back because I thought it humorous how u said my bf is 10 yrs. younger than me mentally. Made me chucklesmile But then, I come to ur journal and see that u are amidst tragedy. frown

And so, since I don't know much about ur situation and therefore can't think of much to say, I'll just say that I'm sorry to hear that ur mom isn't doing well, and though I know it won't help, I really hope that things start to look up for u.

Oh, and sorry that ur sister is being a selfish brat.

Wednesday May 19, 2004

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I'm going to this focus group tomorrow... $100 for 2 hours of telling people what I like. But they think I'm a skater when in reality I haven't skated in about 5 years. I just film skaters now.
Shhh.
wink
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tigress:
haha! I knew it! biggrin
tigress:
life is all about extremes indeed. whatever

Monday May 17, 2004

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I have to find a new place for my mom since she's just getting progressively worse in the nursing home she's in. I don't know if it's the drugs she's on or just her getting sicker.

I keep telling her I'll get her out of there, but I don't know when or where. I feel like I'm running into walls.
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tigress:
DARK SIDE OF THE MOON!!!!!! love love love love

so where in brooklyn are you? I used to live in brooklyn before i moved to the west biggrin
tigress:
I don't know if it's because i'm not originally a nyer or what but it just wasn't for me biggrin

Wednesday May 12, 2004

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I think I may try to add a friend or two this week, as I was inspired by wuvmonki's comment today.

Strangely, or not so strangely I don't feel all that pathetic because I have friends in "real" life...
It takes me a while to get acclimated I guess.
wuvmonki:
Aaah, well we are totally the opposite. All of my friends are online. I need to add a few real life people to that. *hangs head in shame*

I am actually a robot and have no real body. robot

loveooo aaa

Monday May 10, 2004

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Sometimes I wonder how people can turn suffering, something so ugly into art, which is in most cases beautiful (I'm hardly a judge). I don't know if I figured out how to do that.
wuvmonki:
I only know how to turn something really ugly even uglier. Actually I think that might be my official job.

loveooo aaa
cerah:
Hahahahha... the obligatory money shot.
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