pogmothoin

For some reason, it feels like it's going to be one of those days. You know, like you just shouldn't leave the house.

Eh, no guts no glory.

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othello:

Oh man, I never expected to meet anyone from real life on this thing...

May 25, 2004

barbiq:

I think you could paint your clothes ,drink some beer and listen to AC DC...

May 26, 2004

I felt kind of selfish today. I stayed home and didn't answer the phone for anyone but my dad. I needed to just get away from everyone for a day. Between my sibs bickering and my friends checking in on me, I love 'em all, but it's become overwhelming.
After today tho, I'm regaining my focus.

I'm so fucking pissed.
My mom's pretty sick, hell she's terminal, and she signed the do-not-resuscitate papers yesterday.
I expected that.
Now for some reason my sister has decided that she's pissed off because no one told her yesterday. Well, I just found out when my sister called me to complain that no one told her. If my mom wanted to tell her, she would've...
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tracyramone:

im in orange county new york 45 mins north of u! lol

May 21, 2004

emiloo:

Hello, I just wanted to write back because I thought it humorous how u said my bf is 10 yrs. younger than me mentally. Made me chuckle

But then, I come to ur journal and see that u are amidst tragedy.

And so, since I don't know much about ur situation and therefore can't think of much to say, I'll just say that I'm sorry to hear that ur mom isn't doing well, and though I know it won't help, I really hope that things start to look up for u.

Oh, and sorry that ur sister is being a selfish brat.

May 23, 2004

I got nothing to say today.

tigress:

well, you just said something

May 21, 2004

I'm going to this focus group tomorrow... $100 for 2 hours of telling people what I like. But they think I'm a skater when in reality I haven't skated in about 5 years. I just film skaters now.
Shhh.

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tigress:

haha! I knew it!

May 19, 2004

tigress:

life is all about extremes indeed.

May 20, 2004

I have to find a new place for my mom since she's just getting progressively worse in the nursing home she's in. I don't know if it's the drugs she's on or just her getting sicker.

I keep telling her I'll get her out of there, but I don't know when or where. I feel like I'm running into walls.

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tigress:

DARK SIDE OF THE MOON!!!!!!

so where in brooklyn are you? I used to live in brooklyn before i moved to the west

May 18, 2004

tigress:

I don't know if it's because i'm not originally a nyer or what but it just wasn't for me

May 18, 2004

I think I may try to add a friend or two this week, as I was inspired by wuvmonki's comment today.

Strangely, or not so strangely I don't feel all that pathetic because I have friends in "real" life...
It takes me a while to get acclimated I guess.

wuvmonki:

Aaah, well we are totally the opposite. All of my friends are online. I need to add a few real life people to that. *hangs head in shame*

I am actually a robot and have no real body.

May 13, 2004

Sometimes I wonder how people can turn suffering, something so ugly into art, which is in most cases beautiful (I'm hardly a judge). I don't know if I figured out how to do that.

wuvmonki:

I only know how to turn something really ugly even uglier. Actually I think that might be my official job.

May 11, 2004

cerah:

Hahahahha... the obligatory money shot.

May 12, 2004

Hmm, I was supposed to continue my diatribe on Kill Bill 2, but I spaced and I'm tired, so I'll just say go see it and figure it out for yourself.

I saw Kill Bill vol 2 last night. It wasn't what I expected.
That's not saying it was bad though. It was actually an excellent flick that would make sense (mostly) standing alone. It was a lot of fun.
I was thinking about the martial arts styles used in the films, and I could be totally wrong about this, but I think Tarantino paced his...
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freyja__:

i am who you speak to about sgny
however, there are some rules we have about membership. (you can find the criteria in the group description)
at this time you aren't nearly active enough.
but you can feel free to come to our next open event.

May 5, 2004

So I found out Friday night that they can't fix my mom's cancer. I'm not quite sure how to feel, because it's not like it's going to kill her right away. Hell, she could live another 20 years. Knowing her she will, just to give a big ol' middle finger to her doctors.
I'm obviously upset, but not in shock. This was something we've all...
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shicawgo:

Hey, as another Irish kid currently laughing it through w/ cancerous family members, I feel ya. I'll add your mum to my prayers from now on. :o)
-Shi :o)

May 2, 2004