poetik

I guess sometimes, some things area better left unsaid. Comp froze and everything I wrotein my first entry was lost. but it really just illustrates how my life is going these days... I'm losing it. Slowly. it's all going away.

I've been depressed for about 2 weeks now, so I guess I'm breaking my own record. But I'll be better. I hope.

The phoenix in me will rise out of the ashesand I will be a new person. happy again. I know it. But for now, I can't sleep and I'm wasting my Friday night. Another night lost, something else gone... story of my life, these days.

And by the way, hi everyone. It's my first day...