poeticdesires

i luv this time of the year, so many b-days. today is another friend's b-day (HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEROY ), so i have an excuse to go back to the stripclub.
i'm all giddy with anticipation of my return.

cash: check
smell nice: check
hot outfit: check

this is gonna be fun...again

sure way to make sure i'm alone in my office and have lots of privacy....play dirty dancing on my laptop.
stupid guys at my work. but they r kinda cute, when they're not stupid.

i have to move out of my apartment in four weeks, not six as i thought. i don't have another job set up. my work wants me to stay, but i have to still be a student (ie i have to take a class to keep my job). i don't want to say it, but i think the hell of all hells might happen.
i...
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so i know everyone is eager to know all the delicious exploits of my birthday. well, here is my attempt to remember all the fun:

brief synopsis: work, masturbation, sleep, movie, shower, masturbation, stripclub, denny's, sleep

12am i watched Blow Out with a roommate, we realized 25 minutes into the show i had turned 22
2am-6:15am i worked a shift where all i managed...
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so when i have a sugar craving, i rush to the kitchen, make a big cup of country time lemonade, and i chug it down without stopping. my craving is just so bad, i have to have it NOW. so, it gets me wondering, will i be that manic about satisfying my sexual cravings when i finally get someone to play with? i like to...
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i just read a semi old thread in SG blacks about people's preference between the words "dick" and "cock." the best thing i heard, tho, and made me literally luagh out loud, was when this one guy said: "i prefer the word dick. why would i wanna call me penis a chicken?"

people are so damn funny.

i never thought that a national holiday could get me horny, n yet i was on edge most of the time when i was with my family. it didn't help that one of my cousins had a VERY low cut shirt on with LOTS of clevage showing. n before people start getting grossed out, this was a family by friendship gathering. ie it's cool for...
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it's hard to not listen to the voices in your head. afterall, they are always there.
my face is a mask to the feelings i hold inside. my inner doubt, self loathing, and self destructive nature tend to take hold this time of the year.
my birthday is in five days.
every time this semi-monumental event comes around, i tend to look back on my...
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tryst

a naughty poem i wrote one day as an exercise in my creative writing class. i shocked my teacher a little. i should have shocked her more.

cramps suck ass, especially at work.
pms makes me mean, especially when i'm working.
my afternoon wasn't so hot.