poeticdesires

I think I'm about at right clothes amount.

I'm worse than you. I have too many clothes and I have clothes in bags that I meant to donate to any kind of Katrina relief. The bags just never made it past the closet door.

didnt know that you were looking for apartments elsewhere............i know that with my credit i might not be able to get a place with you, though i am in the process of changing that. but, the idea of a possible apartment still looms over my head..........ttyl.

yeh you can't let ppl dick you around with cars cuz they will. the problem is you have to educate yourself, but by the time you know enough to talk with them and make sure they aren't screwing you, you now know enough to be doin the work yourself.

still, you can tell them upfront that they are not allowed to do anything else without your permission. this may cause delays though if they have to stop everytime they run into something. i try not to pay ppl with half my education to do car work for me. doesn't make sense to me, but can't always be avoided.

I don't know; stiles is a mechanic but I guess he's off the site now. :^/


edit- orrrr, I was wrong and he's been back on for 2 months.

[Edited on Dec 31, 2005 12:57PM]

glad it was good. i too went to church. i think it was the first time since last christmas. not counting weddings.

I do hear what uve said, and you do have a point (kind of) I have been looking for JUST sex......with guys. With women, I want more..........and I have tried to go back to the heterosexual side many times. I mean, I even showed interest...........in you, on one occasion or another. Also liked Cairo from when I first saw her, but then I realized that NEITHER of you were interested (in me or guys in general, lol)............

I do think that with a woman, I will truly be happy, though I have felt happiness with a man, I want LOVE. I have never loved a man before, just lusted after them sexually.

I also want to not have to hide what I feel, particularly from my family. I really havent fully come to terms with my sexuality anyway, this may just be a temporary thing, and then pass, just confused about some things right now is all.........but I do want more with women (other than sex) That I know.

[Edited on Dec 29, 2005 1:54PM]

Why did you have to leave? Are they discontinuing?

I also don't work; I saved up this money to move, and I have some now, but I have to keep shouting at myself to not go out for food! I keep having to remind myself- eat out of boxes and cans 'til I've gotten my next employer's handshake. I got pretty used to lunch out every day.

I didn't mean that particular part of Milan's book was a real downer; it's the endings/ way things go in their books that are often a bit, or a lot, that way.
I don't remember Atwood's short story books (Wilderness Tips, Bluebeard's Egg) being too depresso; her poetry was way too harsh, though.

I don't think I ever got an exemplary employee thing.

it was good seeing you again...sexy pants & dimples!

It's an anxiety attack, luv. Lexapro does wonders.

that's hot.

I see some Secretaryesque drama building up... HOT!