sex, without orgasm, is just exercise and a bit disappointing.
ok, that statement is jaded. i say it because the sex was with my fuck buddy, for whom i have no attachment or strong emotions. we are not in a relationship, at least not the life fulfilling type. we have had sex three times and i have yet to orgasm. granted it took longer for my ex to get me off, and he only got me to orgasm 7 times in 3 1/2 months. i think i'll give my fuck buddy a few more tries, but if it doesn't happen soon i'm going to end it. i'm tired of guys getting off while i'm left wanting.
saturday i worked a 12 hour day. the first 8 were slow and long. the last 4 went fast, though. i was energized by one of my co-workers and worked my ass off to get out of there as fast as possible. that was a first for me, feeding off the energy of working hard, at least at this job. by the time i got off, i was pumped. i then crashed as soon as i got home.
i've been informed my work is gonna die off come january. therefore, the month of december i will be killing myself with work and hoping the overtime will carry through til march, when work picks up again. otherwise, shitty seasonal job, here i come.
and as a reminder: GO VOTE TOMORROW!!!
that is all.
<3,
~poetic
ok, that statement is jaded. i say it because the sex was with my fuck buddy, for whom i have no attachment or strong emotions. we are not in a relationship, at least not the life fulfilling type. we have had sex three times and i have yet to orgasm. granted it took longer for my ex to get me off, and he only got me to orgasm 7 times in 3 1/2 months. i think i'll give my fuck buddy a few more tries, but if it doesn't happen soon i'm going to end it. i'm tired of guys getting off while i'm left wanting.
saturday i worked a 12 hour day. the first 8 were slow and long. the last 4 went fast, though. i was energized by one of my co-workers and worked my ass off to get out of there as fast as possible. that was a first for me, feeding off the energy of working hard, at least at this job. by the time i got off, i was pumped. i then crashed as soon as i got home.
i've been informed my work is gonna die off come january. therefore, the month of december i will be killing myself with work and hoping the overtime will carry through til march, when work picks up again. otherwise, shitty seasonal job, here i come.
and as a reminder: GO VOTE TOMORROW!!!
that is all.
<3,
~poetic
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