poeticdesires

i went to a party tonight with this cool chic from my work and it was awesome and i just got back so this entry may be a lil less lucid than others so just try to stick with me.
i'm horny and that happens when i get drunk and it's kind of annoying cause i didn't get any tonight. there were all these guys there and some were cute and a few had their girlfriends there, but i didn't think to attach myself to one and do my flirting thing, so i ended up with nothing.
james, the cute jewish boy was there, but it has already been established that he is not end to me so that was a definate dead end. the other guys were cool, but like i said i didn't pick one specific guy, so i got none.
and now i'm naked in my bed wanting some but left with none.
i would luv to have a goto guy to just mess around when i want and there not to be any drama around it. in short: i need a fuck buddy. but how does one go about finding one of those and are u required to always accomadate their request, especially since u're gonna want the same for you.
whatever, i need some sleep cause i have a busy day tomorrow. lunch out and then work for 6 hours til around 11pm. yeah 40hrs in 4 days cause of the upcoming holiday.
i really hope i get some from the dom i met at BOUND a week ago. i'm suppose to see him the friday after thanksgiving, but he went to BOUND yesterday n i didn't cause he e-mailed me day of n i went to a midnight movie n checked my e-mail at 3am when i got back n FUCK I COULD'VE GOTTEN SPANKED!!!
i'm horny n tired, so i'm gonna go to sleep now.