poeticdesires

some mothafuckers drive me to drink

so there is this guy named logan. he used to work at my college job. he got his stupid ass fired over something VERY stupid. and today, he pissed me off to no end. he showed up at work randomly, at the job he got fired from, and did not once AT ALL acknowledge my presence. no hello. no hey what's up. he didn't even look at me. he went out of his way to ignore me. i want to shove his eyes to the back of his head.
now, i will admit this: i liked the mothafucker. apparently i still feel something for him. he is ok looking, not hot but not ugly, a certain level of cuteness. what really gets me is his confidence, maybe it's cause of his asshole-ishness. the mothafucker carries himself like he's some kinda playa, which he's NOT! but somehow the shit made/makes a difference, and now i am just pissed.

i kinda want to call him and say (verbatim) "hey, what's up. you got a girlfriend? no? good. i bringing a six pack, getting drunk, and then i want to fuck you." i don't know why. he makes me so mad, i want to fuck the shit out of him. instead, tho, i'm drinking in my anger.

i think i'm too attracted to assholes.