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Sometimes you have to wonder what is the purpose of a relationship...


Here I am sitting in my room drinking since 0430 this morning off and on between hour long naps. I toss and turn and think about what the fuck is going on with my fucking life. Like really, I spent 3 years in a relationship that basically gave me it's ass to kiss....
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So the day ends...

The thoughts going through my head have me confused. I wonder about everything that has happened within the last month and hope that things get better. Life is a gamble and love is a game of Russian Roulette, should I sit at the table or pass up the risk. I sat down and took my chances, got lucky and got up...
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pesky:
Thanks hon. kiss
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Welcome back to pain and anger

Welcome back to emptiness and danger

Mind is torn with fear of torture and pain

Help my soul, ease my soul, silence my soul....
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Wow,


It has been a while since I posted anything on here. Things have been okay, I really can't complain. I have a job, family and loved ones. I have a roof over my head and I have someone close to me in my life. The relationship has had it's ups and downs, but I can't complain. It is a relationship, it's suppose to be...
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inkedgeek:
Love your Profile Pic!
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Okay, well I am officially back in the states, WA to be exact. I have already ran into some bullshit. Well, I wouldn't really call it bullshit, just people trying to understand something that there is no real reason to understand. I am a soldier skull I have spent 26 months of a 2 and a half year enlistment deployed, which is not fun, but eh,...
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Well, let's see....

Just under 1 yr from today I was just entering Iraq for the second time. Now it is time to go home, bags packed, equipment turned in, just waiting on these fucking planes. Wow, all the stuff that has happened these last months. Things have been up, and things have been down, they hurt at times ( like now), and they were...
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lovechristina:
It can be very relaxing once you get the hang of it. Learning can be a pain if you're not patient. good luck smile
poeticblack:
@ Ametsuki: Your welcome, I have seen some very tasteful sets from the women on this site. All of the sets are beautiful, some just are set to different themes. Some are Artsy, some creative, some fun, and some sexual, lol. I enjoy all of them, although I am waiting on a "Ode to Mary Jane" theme, or just haven't found one, and a motorcycle theme, lol. Just two of my dreams, your set brought back memories of being at home when I was a kid, playing in the woods with my brother and cousins, which since I am out here is a damn good thought, lol.
@ Christina: It is getting more and more peaceful in my brain and soul, now all I have to do is find something that can take the pain out of my back, lol
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Uhm.....

New Poetry Video coming soon, it hurt someone really bad. It hurt a lot more to perform it than it will when you figure out that it is for you. Yet, life must go on and we both must live.frownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownwhatever
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If saying hello means dealing with that

And saying goodbye leaves me feeling like this

Then what do I do...
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