So...
I have two days and a wake up and I am outta here, don't get me wrong, I enjoyed the break from reality and needed the time to get myself back together. I can't believe I let my drinking get that much outta control, but this place is not for me, I need fresh air and some sunshine( don't get that much in WA). I officially am jot deploying, definitely bummed out about that. I know yall might be reading this wondering why I am not happy to deploy, but look at it like this, civilians make money doing over-time. I make my over-time while deployed, so yeah my pockets won't see the extra money and I won't get to go with all ly brothers and sisters I have met, trained, worked with, cursed out, partied with, ext... I could use the time to deal with all this court shit my ex is making me do, she destroyed all my shit. Furniture and all, she really pissed me off when I found out she destroyed my daughter's things too. Now that was fucking low. She didn't do anything to her. So now I have to take her to court and sue her... Well, battery on phone is about to die, will hollar back when I get out. Two more days, good night all and bite only when begged.
I have two days and a wake up and I am outta here, don't get me wrong, I enjoyed the break from reality and needed the time to get myself back together. I can't believe I let my drinking get that much outta control, but this place is not for me, I need fresh air and some sunshine( don't get that much in WA). I officially am jot deploying, definitely bummed out about that. I know yall might be reading this wondering why I am not happy to deploy, but look at it like this, civilians make money doing over-time. I make my over-time while deployed, so yeah my pockets won't see the extra money and I won't get to go with all ly brothers and sisters I have met, trained, worked with, cursed out, partied with, ext... I could use the time to deal with all this court shit my ex is making me do, she destroyed all my shit. Furniture and all, she really pissed me off when I found out she destroyed my daughter's things too. Now that was fucking low. She didn't do anything to her. So now I have to take her to court and sue her... Well, battery on phone is about to die, will hollar back when I get out. Two more days, good night all and bite only when begged.
Its sad to see you go, but if you feel this place isn't for you, then you should find a place where you feel you belong, and can prosper. Its good that you have a plan of goals to attend to. I'm also in the process of starting to focus in on some goals as well.
I wish you all the best!
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