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Confronted my girlfriend today on a suspicion that she was cheating on me, and sure enough, she was.

Apparently she drunkenly made out with some guy at a bar; not only did she not tell me about this, but she continued to see this guy for awhile doing God knows what else with him. She herself claims that it was just the drunken make out session and that's all as far as the physical interaction goes, but I have my reservations. My trust is definitely betrayed, but in relationships like the one we have, you have nothing else but trust to rely on so I've decided to take her word for it and forgive her... under the condition that she never talks to him or tries to contact him in person ever again. Of course if she doesn't do what I've asked and I find out she's still messing around with him, we're way fucking done. And as far as I'm concerned so is he, as I'll track him down and probably kill him.

She's going to need to work on gaining my trust back again, but I'm glad that she at least came clean with me. I don't know if she was sorry that she did this or if she was just sorry that she got caught. I do love her and I want to be with her and I like to think she feels the same way and this was a moment of weakness. Guess time will tell.