poemelyric

So, I discovered two things:I can only really write at home when I'm drunk and I like to cheat time at work by writing when I'm supposed to be doing my work. But when I write at work, I feel like I'm more self conscience because of the subject matter (ie:my drug use over the years, most of them being at the place of my current employment) and I'm afraid that they ("they" being the powers that be) look in my computer, that they might see what i've been writing and see that as cause for termination (not that they would be able to prove anything... I could just claim it as fiction and let them do what they want).

I've got this idea on what I can do to help myself along (since I'm feeling creativley blocked right now). I was thinking that I could just write the outline of what I'm trying to get down and when I go home and get trashed, I could fill in the colorful details. But I still have to email myself a copy of what I've been writing so that I can continue on so I'm not sure how that will work out.

I've already got 10 pages down and I haven't even really started talking about my drinking which was my first real drug. I'm hoping that I have another 200 pages in me LOL!