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Friday Mar 07, 2003

Mar 7, 2003
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surreal Nobody loves me, surreal
whatever Everybody likes me, whatever
surreal Guess I'll go eat worms... surreal

I'm feeling a certain sense of ennui right now. Contemplating my role in the universe as "nice guy"...

People are happy to have me around, but don't necessarily invite me to join in. Girls enjoy having me as a sounding board for their personal problems, yet I am never considered for relationships. If Guys need an extra person to hang with, I'll more than suffice -- but they won't invite me unless I'm there to remind them of that option.

If I were Ice Cream, I think I'd be French Vanilla -- basically the same as plain old vanilla, but a little more special. Vanilla clash with other flavors; generally it's used as a mild contrast to whatever other flavors or toppings are used. I don't think I've ever heard of somebody who didn't like vanilla, but, given the option, a specific flavor would be preferred.

whatever Nobody hates me, whatever
surreal Everybody likes me, surreal
whatever Guess I'll just eat worms. whatever
grooverider:
Dude- I say- FUCK THIS BULLSHIT!!!

as one 'nice guy' (and i believe i understand what you mean by using the term all too well) to another-
if this is the kind of energy you're getting from the people around you, then they can go to hell.
my advise- become a self sufficient unit.
when you learn to do that, the right kind of people start gravitating towards you- perhaps not many, but one right person equals ten thousand wrong ones.
i got a lot of inspiration from Henry Rollins.
doesn't matter if you like his music or not- his books are really cool, and his spoken word shows are awsome- you can find many of them on cd's.
i don't think there's anyone who's worth my time (and yours of course) if they feel indifferent about me- i'd rather be alone. and no- the amount of people around you, or who they are, do not define you in any way.

whoa- where did that come from?
didn't mean to go off like that- you just sounded too much like i used to.

Strength and positivity-
TSG.

ps- still waiting.(come on- how hard can it be- just think of what you would be known as if you were living in a parallel futeristic universe...)
Mar 10, 2003

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