This site has been helpful but, especially given the change in layout and the general feel of the site, I think I'm going to take my leave - for now, at least.
The last year has been the somewhat drawn out conclusion to a chapter of my life. My Mom's deathday has passed and my Grandparent's estate has finalized; aside from sorting through family mementos, I no longer have the responsibilities that have guided my so much of my life. Finally, I am free to pursue my desires - though, outside of acting and occasional attempts at finding Miss Right, I'm not sure what they are; thankfully, there is time, at last, for me to discover such things and to finally build my life/future.
For over a decade, SuicideGirls has helped me express myself and work at integrating my sexuality into the rest of myself - the delicate alchemy of embracing my sexuality while remaining abstinent has been made easier by having an environment that accepts unusual/alternative perspectives. Knowing that my thoughts and values are already out in the Universe makes it easier to be honest and take the risks that I need to. For all this, I thank Missy and the rest of those that brought SG into being and maintained the community for so long
For my SG friends, those that remain on the site (though I'm not sure who that still is), you can find me on Facebook.
Thanks for everything, may you all find the happiness you deserve,
Rian "PM Virgin" Turner