An update is long past overdue. So here it is, yet I would not expect much. My pic also sucks. I'll find a better one later.
For many years now, I have looked at summer as a time to look, feel and show your best. I always feel Im in the best shape I have been in a long time and once I have a tan that I dont look that ugly (not to be conceded because I am not). But summer has always been a time when I go out, have a good time and maybe pick up a cute chick on the way. This year has been far from my expectations.
Who knows. Maybe its because of my situation, or maybe its because everyone I know is going out and getting jobs all over the states. Either way, the summer is half over and I feel I have missed out on a lot. I do not feel as if I am in my best shape and I feel as though I have done nothing to relax and be me. I have not done what use to make me happy and I have not had much time to drift. All I know is before I know it Ill be in Syracuse getting my brains crap kicked out of it.
I dont even know how to regain that feeling of knowing that the summer was everything I expected. Hahaha. I already cannot wait for next summer. I know its crazy. Ive already given up on this one and am looking for the next.
Im sure that if you are reading this you are thinking Wow, PMunk is really depressed. I wouldnt say I am because I am not. I have done a lot with the people still in Roch. and have had some good outings. But I just feel as if this summer I was not as free and did not travel as much as I really wanted to. I know next summer will be better because its as if Ill be starting all over again and I will not have all the grad school bullshit to be worrying about. But until one year from today, I dread the winter and the new environment I will be living in.
Okay, now a more upbeat tone. Last night my old roommate and a buddy of ours drove in for a night of destruction. Although the night rates extremely low on the de-struct-o scale, it was still a good time.
Man, this post is getting lamer by the word. I think Ill wrap it up here and I apologize for this mundane writing.
By the way, check this out. The pics are priceless.pictures
For many years now, I have looked at summer as a time to look, feel and show your best. I always feel Im in the best shape I have been in a long time and once I have a tan that I dont look that ugly (not to be conceded because I am not). But summer has always been a time when I go out, have a good time and maybe pick up a cute chick on the way. This year has been far from my expectations.
Who knows. Maybe its because of my situation, or maybe its because everyone I know is going out and getting jobs all over the states. Either way, the summer is half over and I feel I have missed out on a lot. I do not feel as if I am in my best shape and I feel as though I have done nothing to relax and be me. I have not done what use to make me happy and I have not had much time to drift. All I know is before I know it Ill be in Syracuse getting my brains crap kicked out of it.
I dont even know how to regain that feeling of knowing that the summer was everything I expected. Hahaha. I already cannot wait for next summer. I know its crazy. Ive already given up on this one and am looking for the next.
Im sure that if you are reading this you are thinking Wow, PMunk is really depressed. I wouldnt say I am because I am not. I have done a lot with the people still in Roch. and have had some good outings. But I just feel as if this summer I was not as free and did not travel as much as I really wanted to. I know next summer will be better because its as if Ill be starting all over again and I will not have all the grad school bullshit to be worrying about. But until one year from today, I dread the winter and the new environment I will be living in.
Okay, now a more upbeat tone. Last night my old roommate and a buddy of ours drove in for a night of destruction. Although the night rates extremely low on the de-struct-o scale, it was still a good time.
Man, this post is getting lamer by the word. I think Ill wrap it up here and I apologize for this mundane writing.
By the way, check this out. The pics are priceless.pictures
lagmy:
you pervy.