Well, the 38 year old virgin gets deflowered today! It's long overdue but just like that first sex partner (HA!) I wanted it to be special and meaningful. The Phoenix represents a great transformation in my life I went through a few years back. I purged myself in fire, all bullshit went up in smoke, and all that was left was ashes. I rebuilt myself from the ground up, letting only what I believe to be worthy influence my decisions. I will no longer seek to please those who just want to judge me and have me live the life they feel is right....Fuckers!!!
I go under the needle in just under 7 hours. I will post a follow-up sometime after.
WOOHOO!!!