A simple note to anyone who wants to read, 
Let me start off by saying that I was feeling pretty self-conscious last night. I've always been the weird girl, and I've always had a low self-esteem. When I found Suicide Girls several years ago, I knew that I wanted to join more than anything, and that I had to make it happen one day. Suicide Girls are extraordinary ladies, with beauty that makes them each unique. They've always inspired me. During the shooting of my set, I felt confident and beautiful, which was an entirely new feeling to me. Alissa was absolutely amazing and one of the sweetest, coolest gals I've ever met. With my new-found confidence, I was sooo excited for my set to go into MR. Yesterday, it finally happened and I began comparing my set's feedback with many other girls feedback, and my old feelings of self-hate, came rushing back and prevented me from noticing that there was so many people that had good things to say about it. I was at work when my set went into Member Review, and I don't know if people realize, it's extremely tough working a full time job while trying to make your dream of going Pink, come true. I often wish I had more time to talk to people on the site, because you are all so awesome! Well basically, I came to the conclusion that I've spent waaaay too much time in the past two days thinking about the negative, when I should really be focusing on the positive!
Most importantly, I really want to thank all of you who have given me support and kindness. My hope is that the warmth and positive attitudes I received from you guys can be found throughout the entire SG community. I plan to continue on the path to becoming a Suicide Girl, and hopefully I will do many more sets in the future! Also, I'm sorry for the lengthy post! hahaha
YOU ARE ALL TRULY AMAZING!!!
Let me start off by saying that I was feeling pretty self-conscious last night. I've always been the weird girl, and I've always had a low self-esteem. When I found Suicide Girls several years ago, I knew that I wanted to join more than anything, and that I had to make it happen one day. Suicide Girls are extraordinary ladies, with beauty that makes them each unique. They've always inspired me. During the shooting of my set, I felt confident and beautiful, which was an entirely new feeling to me. Alissa was absolutely amazing and one of the sweetest, coolest gals I've ever met. With my new-found confidence, I was sooo excited for my set to go into MR. Yesterday, it finally happened and I began comparing my set's feedback with many other girls feedback, and my old feelings of self-hate, came rushing back and prevented me from noticing that there was so many people that had good things to say about it. I was at work when my set went into Member Review, and I don't know if people realize, it's extremely tough working a full time job while trying to make your dream of going Pink, come true. I often wish I had more time to talk to people on the site, because you are all so awesome! Well basically, I came to the conclusion that I've spent waaaay too much time in the past two days thinking about the negative, when I should really be focusing on the positive!
Most importantly, I really want to thank all of you who have given me support and kindness. My hope is that the warmth and positive attitudes I received from you guys can be found throughout the entire SG community. I plan to continue on the path to becoming a Suicide Girl, and hopefully I will do many more sets in the future! Also, I'm sorry for the lengthy post! hahaha
YOU ARE ALL TRULY AMAZING!!!
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toddfromnc:
That's the best attitude to have, always find a positive where you can. I really like your set & I like the fact that you wear striped socks a lot, those are really hot. Good luck with your set because you really look hot in it.
xhibixnist:
No, you are truly amazing!!!