It's Halloween, my favorite time of year and i thought I'd be happier. I'm not unhappy just not as happy as I'd expect. So much of my year is spent imagining what the coming festivities will bring that when I'm in it my mind goes blank and i can't make any decisions and basicly just watch the month pass and missing out on all the things id like to do.

I see other people and it looks like they are making the most of thier time and basicly gettin shit done.

I'm waiting for my brain and time to sync up, ill let you know how it goes and thanks for giving me a place to talk