Ever brood over something. Think....this is obvious, but wait, maybe I'm missing something, maybe I'm overthinking and screwing it up, maybe this isn't the obvious right action to take. Then ask a friend, or a coworker or a teacher/professor or whoever a question and maybe as you are asking the question or directly after it you realize the answer, then they tell you what you should and already know. Then you feel stupid for bothering them and brooding over it for so long. pft.
Ever feel a certain way about yourself and your actions, personality, character and even though certain friends, or just people in your life from time to time tell you that you should do things, act, be different if you want a certain result, you ignore it as you can make it work the way you are, especially b/c it makes you feel happy the way you are and special, or whatever. Then one day, for some stupid reason you can't even pinpoint, you realize, you can be happy being different, probably happier, b/c those results you want may actually occur if some certain things change. And then you think, why the hell didn't you see this long ago? pft.
Ever do something, that was tough, that made you nervous the whole time up to it and scared even and then once you did it you get a bad result, the result you were scared of in the first place, but then you didn't feel like you thought you would, you feel great, you feel like, wow, I want to do that again! That's a good feeling.
Photoshoot set up for next week and maybe a small one sometime soon after that and then maybe a big one soon after that.
I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I'm sure I'll post a few.
oh and that reminds me....
This cute girl at starbucks told me about this party (I think that means rave technically) somewhere up in the mountains this weekend. Local DJs and campfire and junk. Won't know exactly where it is until tonight b/c somebody hasn't posted it. Eh. Now....... I need somebody to go with me. I don't think I want to stay all night camping, but I'll stay as long as I'm having fun and then bail after that.
C'mon peoples.
Ever feel a certain way about yourself and your actions, personality, character and even though certain friends, or just people in your life from time to time tell you that you should do things, act, be different if you want a certain result, you ignore it as you can make it work the way you are, especially b/c it makes you feel happy the way you are and special, or whatever. Then one day, for some stupid reason you can't even pinpoint, you realize, you can be happy being different, probably happier, b/c those results you want may actually occur if some certain things change. And then you think, why the hell didn't you see this long ago? pft.
Ever do something, that was tough, that made you nervous the whole time up to it and scared even and then once you did it you get a bad result, the result you were scared of in the first place, but then you didn't feel like you thought you would, you feel great, you feel like, wow, I want to do that again! That's a good feeling.
Photoshoot set up for next week and maybe a small one sometime soon after that and then maybe a big one soon after that.
I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I'm sure I'll post a few.
oh and that reminds me....
This cute girl at starbucks told me about this party (I think that means rave technically) somewhere up in the mountains this weekend. Local DJs and campfire and junk. Won't know exactly where it is until tonight b/c somebody hasn't posted it. Eh. Now....... I need somebody to go with me. I don't think I want to stay all night camping, but I'll stay as long as I'm having fun and then bail after that.
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thisbe:
I actually am not all that puffy, so the pictures would just be of me looking ever so slightly swollen and very pathetic. 
megze:
Thanks for hanging out with me!