plueberrycherry

so hes cancer free. it wasnt cancer just some funky oozing lumpy thing. and now i can go back to ignoring him feel so much better now i know hes all right. hes an asshole and bad for me but i worry about him and especially as hes not mine anymore i've accepted it and let go but i still worry and i think i...
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ok so i thought id sorted the computer problem but its lookin like i might have been wrong. i may go missing AGAIN


oh no i fixed it i think well at least enough to make it put some of the pics up. so might have the rest up for the weekend as planned.

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll...
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You...
Don't want hear your name!
Don't wanna see your smile!
Cause Baby I'm still crying.

And go, it's time for you to get out!
I'm sick of standing my ground,
Cause I just stand up running.
And I go to sleeping even end tomorrow,
But I wake up screaming, how wake through the night.

You know I can't get over,
And I don't know...
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I wish you well
I hope you survive
I hope you live, oh baby, so I can watch you cry.

'Cause I know in time you'll see what you did to me
And you'll come running back.

I'm gonna rain on your parade
No, I won't take it again
And I'll keep raining, raining, raining over you.

I'm gonna rain on your parade.
No, I...
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I never had to say goodbye
You must have known I wouldn't stay
While you were talking about our life
You killed the beauty of today

Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever never comes around
People love and let go
Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever's gonna slow you down

You'll never see me again
So now who's gonna...
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ok so i STILL like my job. which is sooooo good and i finally got paid all i can say to that is phew!

the plumbers put me in a box today which was odd. not as odd as the suggestion of a one on one group hug. how would that work? its ok tho cos it was a big box and im only little....
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impromptu house party after the disappointment of remaining to sober i mean seriously so i was a bit random but where was the the the *makes hand gesture* yeah you all know what i mean!!! so spirts and magners yay music pals and yeah! bring on the bouncing cos i likes to dance. kid free single and oh so so so merry life goes righty...
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bah!!! ok so it wasnt disasterouse. he went from never wanting to see me again to still loving me again in the morning. but alas since then i have decided i deserve much more than half a man and we have decided to be friends. tho he says he still loves me and wants to be with me and i still love him but wont...
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ARGH!!!! iam never bloody moving again. EVER i will die in this house