When the street lights turned off , and the grey of morning turned into the bright shinning light of day, I was reminded of a time when all was dark and days and night meant little to me. After a psychotic wet dream of a relationship ended in a flurry of harsh words and total honesty, I was left with a determination that life was going to pony up and give me what I deserved.
By some strange twist of fate, or mear coincidence, dropped into my lap was an idividual that captivated my very soul. To say that I was blessed would be close....I was more or less cursed. When the world produces that piece of your heart and life that has been missing what do you do? What did the man who suddenly got everything he ever wanted, do? We got married......The rest as they say is a twisted fetish filled fantasy world that was complicated by 2 children, home ownership and reponsibility.
The journey continues everyday...Maybe I need to rethink my whole agnostic attitue, maybe someone above really is looking out for me, or someone below is truely scared of me....
By some strange twist of fate, or mear coincidence, dropped into my lap was an idividual that captivated my very soul. To say that I was blessed would be close....I was more or less cursed. When the world produces that piece of your heart and life that has been missing what do you do? What did the man who suddenly got everything he ever wanted, do? We got married......The rest as they say is a twisted fetish filled fantasy world that was complicated by 2 children, home ownership and reponsibility.
The journey continues everyday...Maybe I need to rethink my whole agnostic attitue, maybe someone above really is looking out for me, or someone below is truely scared of me....
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