in santa cruz. too cold this morning to stay asleep.
had to get out of town and do some thinking. nothing seems to be working right for me, and i can't figure anything out. none of my options are good enough, and i'm fucked whatever i do.
none of the problems i have should be this hard for me deal with, it's all shit i should be able to handle, but i keep going over everything in my head and i just can't find a way out.
i'm going to big sur today. i'm gonna find a place to set my sleeping bag, maybe walk up to the redwoods or down to the beach. think maybe i'll bring a bottle of jim beam to keep warm, and a book or two. hopefully it's not too freezing out there.
had to get out of town and do some thinking. nothing seems to be working right for me, and i can't figure anything out. none of my options are good enough, and i'm fucked whatever i do.
none of the problems i have should be this hard for me deal with, it's all shit i should be able to handle, but i keep going over everything in my head and i just can't find a way out.
i'm going to big sur today. i'm gonna find a place to set my sleeping bag, maybe walk up to the redwoods or down to the beach. think maybe i'll bring a bottle of jim beam to keep warm, and a book or two. hopefully it's not too freezing out there.
I dont makr it to the hammer anymore. I dont work on that side of the bay anymore