brian's birthday bbq went off almost without a hitch. backyard was clean for a while, now it's a mess again. some really cool people and some not so cool people showed up.
making some good friends with people i wasn't sure about at first, which is cool, i like when people surprise me and show me my preconceptions were wrong. it also makes the fact that some people i thought were friends, but aren't really, a little easier to deal with.
way too much drinking again, it's starting to show itself in the way i feel physically. noticing my short-term memory is fading, i'll black out when i wasn't even that drunk. wierd heartburn that's lasted over 24 hours now, which is a totally new one for me.
12 hour work days means lots of time to think, no time for anything else.
not enough sleep, food, etc... could be worse i guess. waiting for depression to turn into anger so at least i can get something done. frustration is motivating in a way.
making some good friends with people i wasn't sure about at first, which is cool, i like when people surprise me and show me my preconceptions were wrong. it also makes the fact that some people i thought were friends, but aren't really, a little easier to deal with.
way too much drinking again, it's starting to show itself in the way i feel physically. noticing my short-term memory is fading, i'll black out when i wasn't even that drunk. wierd heartburn that's lasted over 24 hours now, which is a totally new one for me.
12 hour work days means lots of time to think, no time for anything else.
not enough sleep, food, etc... could be worse i guess. waiting for depression to turn into anger so at least i can get something done. frustration is motivating in a way.