playitloudmutha

Skulking out of the cliffs, carrying two hardened pitas, cometh Playitloudmutha!

And he gives a low cry: "I'm going to clobber you until you're pissing shit!"

how perfect is that... hardened pitas...

get your own battle cry here

busy as fuck. lots of work making up hours from last month. sucks working this much and still not having any money, getting paid once a month sucks ass.

the only way i can stay sane is to make as much music as possible whenever i can. crazy amounts of band shit coming up. stormcrow practice saturday, in the wake recording on sunday, more practice,...
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back from my little trip. came back to a mess of gnarly emails. man, kicking people out of your band sucks, i've never had to do this before. almost said fuck it and just quit the band, but figured i was probably just being too emotional about the whole thing and that i shouldn't make any rash decisions (like usual). turns out things are evolving...
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in santa cruz. too cold this morning to stay asleep.

had to get out of town and do some thinking. nothing seems to be working right for me, and i can't figure anything out. none of my options are good enough, and i'm fucked whatever i do.

none of the problems i have should be this hard for me deal with, it's all shit i...
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brian's birthday bbq went off almost without a hitch. backyard was clean for a while, now it's a mess again. some really cool people and some not so cool people showed up.

making some good friends with people i wasn't sure about at first, which is cool, i like when people surprise me and show me my preconceptions were wrong. it also makes the fact...
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In The Wake Of The Plague


Cut this throat too many times
Cut these wrists too many times

Charmed! Destroyed! Immortal!

Black eyes drenched in darkness
Suffering silently Echoing eternally

Charmed! Destroyed! Immortal!

Uneasy conscience, control implied
Intent morality, access denied

Charmed! Destroyed! Immortal!



I never knew what this song really meant when paul wrote it. i never really asked. i always figured it was...
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i sometimes wonder if i've killed too many braincells. something happens in my brain between my thoughts and my mouth, and everything comes out completely wrong all the time. i can't even say hi without fucking it up. so people always take things the wrong way and think i'm either crazy or just plain dumb.

now, imagine if you will, this problem combined with excessive...
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japanese hardcore marathon:

bastard, judgement, dsb, paintbox, crude (!), effigy, framtid, age, tetsu-arrei.

looks like In the Wake is gonna make a road trip down south with funeral shock early next year. something like LA-Vegas-San diego, maybe tijuana.

recording in a few weeks, new songs working out good. trying out this dude on second guitar who i know will be rad. not sure if the...
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aint no punk in work, i aint no jerk.

i just made a huge entry, and the power went out right as i was about to click save. bogus.

went to the berkeley hort. nursury with brian today, got some of the ideas for our new aquatic/tropical garden worked out. man, i'm turning into such a hippy.

kind of a lazy day today, been backing...
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woke up in a good mood today. lasted for a while, until i spent an hour on the phone with the phone company, then with my dsl provider, then fucking mci who signed me up without my permission somehow. now i'm out of all the money i thought i had, lame.

the show at the cat was absolutely horrible, worst set we've ever played hands...
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the last couple days have been great. getting my shit together again. good shows, old friends, new friends. lots of self reflection and coming to terms with things. got really drunk a few times with minimal hangovers. new bands taking shape, finally found a drummer for the band we've been talking about for too long now. all i really have to do is get my...
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ah, first free ten minutes in a week and what do i do? update this stupid thing.

anyway, mostly finished moving in. the kzsu radio show was really good, we sounded good i think. show with Tion and Abadox on tuesday at the cat club in sf, we're headlining for some dumb reason.

i like moving, it puts me in one of those moods where...
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