Well, Since the date stamp on my last Full post. March 1, 2016. I found myself at my lowest point. I fell to depression and anxiety. By December I had decided on ending my life. But as you can See I did not. Long story short, supportive parents and painfully missed house pet saved my life. Chester my dog, Who we had to say farewell to last November, Came to me at my absolute lowest. It was my parents who helped me by taking me to the VA hospital where I began speaking to mental health professionals. It has been a very rough road since them. Many medication alterations, and dosage changes. But I am at a good place now. I still have my bouts of depression and this crippling anxiety feels like it's never going to fade. But I at the least have a name for the monster. PTSD with Extreme Social Anxiety Disorder. And I mentioned in my status Update, I Live! I'm here. Happier, but still working on some bugs. I do still stream on Twitch.tv/plasticsavior which for the most part has been a large boost in my Social Development. I have also started to build Models again something I have not done in a very long time. It feels good to be able to focus and relax. I also did some reconstruction project on my parent's house. Rebuilt the front stairs, remodeled a Bathroom, Built an above ground flower bed for my mother. Come this spring I'll begin work on rebuilding the deck and back patio.
So again I say Hello :D
Y'all stay Classy - Steve
