I've just been searching frantically all over for my cat Bella at my parents house. I'm up for a couple of days for the holidays, and I thought I was going to lose my mind. Some heater guy came over, and I thought there was a chance she could of snuck out. I was in a complete frenzy. I popped a xanax, drank a rockstar and tore this house up like a hurricane. Now I have a bunch of work to do and a whole house to clean up...... Bullocks.... At least I have my baby Bella. She was buried deeply in a closet. I'm so happy.
This last two weeks have been complete shit. Sudden anxiety/depression attacks that I've never had before. I guess that's what happens when I store my emotions up after partying for a couple of months and then try to pull things together.... I'm definitely feeling a lot better since yesterday. I'm so ready to move on passed this depression and feelings of uncertainty........ To me that's so boring, however, I know it takes time..... I know what's right. I just need to go for it............ Happy Holidays everyone!!!!
This last two weeks have been complete shit. Sudden anxiety/depression attacks that I've never had before. I guess that's what happens when I store my emotions up after partying for a couple of months and then try to pull things together.... I'm definitely feeling a lot better since yesterday. I'm so ready to move on passed this depression and feelings of uncertainty........ To me that's so boring, however, I know it takes time..... I know what's right. I just need to go for it............ Happy Holidays everyone!!!!