Yesterday I wrote this about a girl I've been going out with since I've been back from Europe. Do you think I'm being too harsh? Today my anger turned to sadness... boo fuckin' hoo 
My blood is boiling. Yes Im pissed, Im fuckin pissed. Im a good person, but I can only take so much bullshit. I tried to be nice to her, but she keeps shitting on my face. It was obvious that a serious relationship was not the best for us, so I told her so. If it was to be serious, like she said she wanted, she definitely had to make some changes. First of all, I dont want to hear about your loser of an X or any guys you go out with. I personally dont give a fuc about them, and if your not capable of being with me without talking about your X then dont waste my time and get back with him. Secondly, dont talk shit about me in your little journal and not expect me to respond. Have some basic respect for the person you supposedly have all these feelings for and get some perspective.
I stood by you when my best friend called you on your bullshit. I told him to the get the fuc out of my house and basically was about to blow my whole Europe trip over you. You went behind my back and tried to get information about me. Of course this was going to get back to me and in the end just made you look sneaky. People told me you were there just for a free ride. I didnt believe them. I cared about you and stuck with you. Ya when I met you I partied like a rock star, though I told you I didnt want anything serious from the get go. I hadnt had a vacation for years, and I wasnt going to let anyone stop me from doing what I wanted. Don't act like we didn't have any good times. I took you to Vegas, great times poolside, sunny days on Ocean Beach, great sex and intimate connections, candle lit adventures, fine dining, shared music moments, hilarious times, etc. I introduced you to dozens of friends and you didn't introduce me to one single person. I understand the whole cultural thing with your family, but come on, a little reciprocity. The vacation ended, and it was time to go back to work. I sobered up and things changed. At least for you for some reason. It's kind funny because you were the one always trying to tell me not to drink.
I didnt burn my bridges with you. I was freakin' working today and didnt have time to talk, especially after all the bullshit you said about me. If you want some project boy, go find yourself one. Im not the one. Like I said before, Id still like to be friends with you as long as you dont continue to disrespect me. I know we are all human and its easy for us to get caught up in emotions. Just think a little before you speak/act and things will be fine. Figure your shit out and be honest. People have been there for me when Ive had my troubles and I promise you Ill be there for you if you treat me with some basic respect. Im not writing you off, but my frustration grows.
My blood is boiling. Yes Im pissed, Im fuckin pissed. Im a good person, but I can only take so much bullshit. I tried to be nice to her, but she keeps shitting on my face. It was obvious that a serious relationship was not the best for us, so I told her so. If it was to be serious, like she said she wanted, she definitely had to make some changes. First of all, I dont want to hear about your loser of an X or any guys you go out with. I personally dont give a fuc about them, and if your not capable of being with me without talking about your X then dont waste my time and get back with him. Secondly, dont talk shit about me in your little journal and not expect me to respond. Have some basic respect for the person you supposedly have all these feelings for and get some perspective.
I stood by you when my best friend called you on your bullshit. I told him to the get the fuc out of my house and basically was about to blow my whole Europe trip over you. You went behind my back and tried to get information about me. Of course this was going to get back to me and in the end just made you look sneaky. People told me you were there just for a free ride. I didnt believe them. I cared about you and stuck with you. Ya when I met you I partied like a rock star, though I told you I didnt want anything serious from the get go. I hadnt had a vacation for years, and I wasnt going to let anyone stop me from doing what I wanted. Don't act like we didn't have any good times. I took you to Vegas, great times poolside, sunny days on Ocean Beach, great sex and intimate connections, candle lit adventures, fine dining, shared music moments, hilarious times, etc. I introduced you to dozens of friends and you didn't introduce me to one single person. I understand the whole cultural thing with your family, but come on, a little reciprocity. The vacation ended, and it was time to go back to work. I sobered up and things changed. At least for you for some reason. It's kind funny because you were the one always trying to tell me not to drink.
I didnt burn my bridges with you. I was freakin' working today and didnt have time to talk, especially after all the bullshit you said about me. If you want some project boy, go find yourself one. Im not the one. Like I said before, Id still like to be friends with you as long as you dont continue to disrespect me. I know we are all human and its easy for us to get caught up in emotions. Just think a little before you speak/act and things will be fine. Figure your shit out and be honest. People have been there for me when Ive had my troubles and I promise you Ill be there for you if you treat me with some basic respect. Im not writing you off, but my frustration grows.
loveonaplate:
yeow! i hope everything works out for you
xosoxpandax:
too harsh? Never, whatever you feel in that moment holds truth in that moment, go with it... and no kidding Cash has a way of making your termoil, whatever it happens to be, seem trivial and insincere comparatively, you have impecable music taste btw! 