As per Rodbrit39's request:
The bathroom walls seemed to encroach and slither
I could feel a pain in my stomach so unlike the pain I had ever experienced before
This was not endos or dysmennohs
This was different.
The oozing feeling from between my lips worsened and I could hear a sound like water pouring from a fountain.
Half-developed fingers dropped into the toilet bowl
Surrounded by clotted blood and bits of brain
An eyeball stared back at me
Asking for forgiveness
My recent and frightening miscarriage.
The bathroom walls seemed to encroach and slither
I could feel a pain in my stomach so unlike the pain I had ever experienced before
This was not endos or dysmennohs
This was different.
The oozing feeling from between my lips worsened and I could hear a sound like water pouring from a fountain.
Half-developed fingers dropped into the toilet bowl
Surrounded by clotted blood and bits of brain
An eyeball stared back at me
Asking for forgiveness
My recent and frightening miscarriage.
Oh wow, I'm sorry this happened to you! If you need to talk, let me know. Feel BEtter
Yet the tears are a coktail of sadness and joy.
Sad for what is no more but joyful that you have survived.
Sad too that I am not there to hold your hand and help you think of tomorrow. There will be better days ahead. And I will always be here to help you find them