plaidhangover

Hey all, Its that time of year when Im drained! Im really tired, have you ever felt that way... Emotionally, physically, (and all the above) just plain ol' tired?!?! Christmas at my house, as Daltoya can detest, has never been a Happy time. Im not ready for My Father yelling and screaming at me for not doing things right, but being the only one who does anything around here its hard to no get yelled at! Someone, every year, locks themselves in the bathroom crying hysterically, and its usually me. I haven't been a 100% lately and people being mad and upset is not going to help!

Well Boo Hoo for me, I need to grow up as my mother so nicely yelled in my face this evening in front of my friend. It was really strange, she doesn't yell often, but when she does she likes to do it in front of someone as if to impress them... What an alcoholic!!! HAHA, sorry, but she is, and she was tonight. Im sick of her to be honest! I love her to death, but she kills me to see like that. I watch her drink herself to sheer retardedness everynight!!! I never want to be like her, there was a time in my life where I looked up to her and now all I can think is I never want to be anything like her!!! Wow, how things change when you get to know a person!

For everyone who has talked to me and thought what a messed up little chick... you have now received a glance at my fucked up life. Its fucked up, but its mine and I wouldn't trade it for the world! Well, maybe I would if Viktor Krum asked me to... Night, and thanks for letting me vent!