pkybear

So tomorrow is Christmas and I feel like Big Deal! It has been a long month. My boys were born on the 25th of Nov. and well Alexander made it to the 12th. He passed in my arms so at least I was there for him in his last moments. Now Benjamin is in the hospital. It is not as serious, but it is still hard to deal with. I really don't even know what I am saying. I hope to be able to bring him home soon. I am about to get dressed and go visit him.