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I have given up everything to transform. But there are somethings embeded in me that are hard to see in order to change them. When I look in the mirror down the road I hope I can reconize myself and feel good, but for now there is so much in my mind it is hard to look. I know that the two loves of my life are there to hold my hand.

I have been so damaged by the people who say they love me. It is hard to believe there are those who really mean it and want to stick by me.
I have been beaten down most my life , i am weary to stand up, but i am.
my heart aches and i feel sad , lost, hurt but I know there is a brighter day.