pixiygurl

I think I know why? Why i don't do anything to this apartment?Why I have laid in bed all morning, knowing that I had to do laundry , clean, fix the mistake on our ikea couch, decorate the apartment, put things in order...... I think because I miss my baby boy He is with my parents for a short time to finish the school year. For the past 3 weeks I have seen him mainly on the weekends, its hard, and it hurts everytime we drop him off....... I can't bare it I don't feel like this is home yet without him laughing , playing , getting on my nerves, kissing him goodnight everynight, letting him know mommy loves him before turning off the light, talking to him about everything.....I cry mostly in secret everyday, I call him about four times a day, its not enough, I want him here with us, i want him to see everyday how much mommy and ms. d love him...... Its not a home until he is here for good...........
love you my monkey boy

We were such the family this weekend at santa monica pride....... everyone adored our lil monkey boy, he is ours, he is love , and we are family......