pixiygurl

i feel like i have just walked through fire, and i'm not sure if i'm going to burn or be alright. my girlfriend is holding my hand , but i have never depended on anyone except myself for the painful events in my life. i didn't want to burden her, but i did not know where to go it was too much.i gotta be head strong for son, myself and my girl, because if i let what just happened , eat me up, i might as well be dead, for i could not be useful to anyone.............my life is scaring me right now, but this time i feel someone is holding my hand and walking with me. i need to make sure everything will be alright now enough to guide us through to a safer , happier place.......