personal comfort is not a requirement in my life...
I grew up in a poor family...
I know what it is to be hungry and not have food to eat...big difference from being hungry and having food around and just not eating...
I know what it is to be cold in the winter in you own house...
I sometimes don't eat and often don't run...
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I grew up in a poor family...
I know what it is to be hungry and not have food to eat...big difference from being hungry and having food around and just not eating...
I know what it is to be cold in the winter in you own house...
I sometimes don't eat and often don't run...
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New tattoo work done yesterday...
pics added and profile pic changed...
3.5 hours yesterday...did it hurt?...yes...
my last 3 large tattoos did not hurt all that much...so I was thinking that I might not ever experience real pain with tattoos, but I was wrong...there are sooooo many areas of pain on the front of you body...but I suck it up like a champ...no crying, no...
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pics added and profile pic changed...
3.5 hours yesterday...did it hurt?...yes...
my last 3 large tattoos did not hurt all that much...so I was thinking that I might not ever experience real pain with tattoos, but I was wrong...there are sooooo many areas of pain on the front of you body...but I suck it up like a champ...no crying, no...
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cookiepuss:
Maybe some day we can join the Losers For Life club?
PS. I went caching today, and now my throat hurts!
Eh, I dislike winter more and more every year.
I'm going to be awake for a while. Call or message me if you want. I don't know if you want to be around me, because I might be starting to get sick...
At least I'm not coughing and no runny nose.
PS. I went caching today, and now my throat hurts!
Eh, I dislike winter more and more every year.
I'm going to be awake for a while. Call or message me if you want. I don't know if you want to be around me, because I might be starting to get sick...
At least I'm not coughing and no runny nose.
maitressedemence:
looks painful
Some quotes from one of the many books I'm in the middle of right now:
"Education is no substitute for intelligence."
"Some never participate. Life happens to them."
These 2 speak volumes to me and I could spent the next journal entries trying to explain and most likely be no better off than I am with the 2 quotes themselvesso that is how I will...
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"Education is no substitute for intelligence."
"Some never participate. Life happens to them."
These 2 speak volumes to me and I could spent the next journal entries trying to explain and most likely be no better off than I am with the 2 quotes themselvesso that is how I will...
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evanx:
Pork? Dose that mean no bacon!!!!! 
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[Edited on Dec 16, 2004 6:08PM]
abyssia:
those are excellent quotes. somehow my mind went to "participant observation." well, i guess that does make sense. sort of. anyway, i'm desperately curious about this dropped clue.... you can't just say you dropped one and then not give the who, what, where, when, why and how of it! i'm glad to hear that Blade movie isn't bad - i hope to waste sums of money to see it and eat awful popcorn and goobers and so on this weekend.
i keep thinking about giving up the meat again. at one point i was a vegan - that's more extreme than i think i could handle. but a chicken can live so many years - and we eat 'em so young. seems a crime. and well, all my reasons are related to the animals themselves and not at all to my health. maybe i could start with everything but seafood? saying farewell to bacon and a good steak from time to time will be difficult. but if i make an agreement with myself that i can eat whatever the host serves when i'm visiting someone.... but i have no moral support and the spine of a snake. unless i think about why i'm doing it. see? i have my entire internal dialogue right here in your journal. sorry!
i keep thinking about giving up the meat again. at one point i was a vegan - that's more extreme than i think i could handle. but a chicken can live so many years - and we eat 'em so young. seems a crime. and well, all my reasons are related to the animals themselves and not at all to my health. maybe i could start with everything but seafood? saying farewell to bacon and a good steak from time to time will be difficult. but if i make an agreement with myself that i can eat whatever the host serves when i'm visiting someone.... but i have no moral support and the spine of a snake. unless i think about why i'm doing it. see? i have my entire internal dialogue right here in your journal. sorry!
So I was looking back over my last couple of entries and I have been on a rant-page(I'm so damn funny) as of late on human behavior...interesting and almost endless topic of conversation...
well...Abyssia's comment "it's all energy, right?" got me to thinking...hmmm...
Human behavior(and the reasons for it) can be generally summed up in 2 words...Genetic Predisposition...
You might like to think...
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well...Abyssia's comment "it's all energy, right?" got me to thinking...hmmm...
Human behavior(and the reasons for it) can be generally summed up in 2 words...Genetic Predisposition...
You might like to think...
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vomitious:
i want some soup. 
cookiepuss:
Yeah, I assumed you worked last night because there was no answer when I called. Sorry. I know you wanted an answer about this weekend.
I'm assuming you said no because you didn't hear from me?
I'm assuming you said no because you didn't hear from me?
I'm a grown man...
I consider myself a man of science...
Every now and then I wake up and it is all I can do to not turn all the lights on...
I guess you could say that I'm afraid of the dark...but I don't think that is the full story...
I can tell myself that their are no demons in my house watching me...
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I consider myself a man of science...
Every now and then I wake up and it is all I can do to not turn all the lights on...
I guess you could say that I'm afraid of the dark...but I don't think that is the full story...
I can tell myself that their are no demons in my house watching me...
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cookiepuss:
Where did you get the photo from? Who's is it?
cookiepuss:
Get the emails I sent you? I hope so. My laptop keeps loosing its network connection ever since Dave brought it back from Colorado, not sure if they all sent.
want to understand the world?....
take a debate...and make an argument to support the opposite of what you believe...
take a debate...and make an argument to support the opposite of what you believe...
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abyssia:
excellent idea. my trouble is that i see at least two sides of any given problem - and depending on my knowledge of the subject, can see quite a few more. and a lot of the consequences. *sigh* and (smile) i'm glad i live in the middle, no matter how painful it is. it would be easier to just pick a side you know.... ;o)
engelwood760:
yea they only ship to cali. man i can older you some and seed it to you 
More odd sleep info:
on my last "day" of night-shift...I never sleep in the bed...I always sleep on the couch...
you tell me why...I already know...
The other day I went to the dentistthey added rubber bands to my lower teeth and changed the ones on my uppernow my teeth are so tender that it hurt to chew a banana last night and it was...
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on my last "day" of night-shift...I never sleep in the bed...I always sleep on the couch...
you tell me why...I already know...
The other day I went to the dentistthey added rubber bands to my lower teeth and changed the ones on my uppernow my teeth are so tender that it hurt to chew a banana last night and it was...
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maitressedemence:
i emailed you about new years eve...
yuck.. i remember how sore my teeth would be after tightening of the braces... i would get really bad headaches from it too. hope it feels better soon.
yuck.. i remember how sore my teeth would be after tightening of the braces... i would get really bad headaches from it too. hope it feels better soon.
cookiepuss:
yay!
I have odd sleep patterns...I think...
I work a rotating shift schedule...either 6am to 6pm or 6pm to 6am...
I work night shift 7 nights out of any given 4 week period...3 in a row one time and 4 in a row on another occasion...
I get home at about 6:40am on the days that I work nights and am usually in bed by 7am......
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I work a rotating shift schedule...either 6am to 6pm or 6pm to 6am...
I work night shift 7 nights out of any given 4 week period...3 in a row one time and 4 in a row on another occasion...
I get home at about 6:40am on the days that I work nights and am usually in bed by 7am......
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cookiepuss:
PS. Dave is coming home early (tomorrow), so I won't get all my projects completed that I wanted to.
abyssia:
i'm a ten hour sleeper - except for when i'm not. but i usually don't feel rested unless i've slept ten. when do i sleep? right about the time the sun comes up. i've been sleeping less these past few weeks, less time for sunlight. and no, i'm not a vamp wannabe, i just feel safer sleeping when it's light out. so i'm neurotic. eh, whatever. sometime between three and nine in the morning i'll pass out. sometime between three and five in the afternoon/evening i'll wake. then i drink a pepsi one. queer, i know. but somehow that one calorie makes it taste more like regular coke. i drink a couple of these while i check email and such and maybe do a load of laundry. what i do next depends on what needs to be done and what i feel up to doing. sometimes it's all just terribly overwhelming and i hide in bed again. most of the time though i manage to keep the house nice and make a tasty and nutritious dinner. i spend a lot of time playing with the dogod. yup. that's the life of a mer.
now it is back to the grindstone...I have to work night shift through the weekend...
Helped RattFinkPink out with some projects these last few days...spending time with friends is always enjoyable whether it is work or play...
My car is now mine...I got the title paper work from the bank the other day...now I'm going to drive it until it breaks...I like having that car...
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Helped RattFinkPink out with some projects these last few days...spending time with friends is always enjoyable whether it is work or play...
My car is now mine...I got the title paper work from the bank the other day...now I'm going to drive it until it breaks...I like having that car...
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cookiepuss:
PS
I won't finish a lot of projects before imretardo comes back... They are sending him back on Monday instead, so I lose a week of time.
I won't finish a lot of projects before imretardo comes back... They are sending him back on Monday instead, so I lose a week of time.
maitressedemence:
hey ya im back
Today looks like a do nothing kinda day.... 
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cookiepuss:
Got up about half an hour ago.
Need to shower, eat something, clean kitty litter box.
Call you in a bit.
PS, I don't know if I have enough tools for both of us to paint the bathroom... I have to check.
Need to shower, eat something, clean kitty litter box.
Call you in a bit.
PS, I don't know if I have enough tools for both of us to paint the bathroom... I have to check.
cookiepuss:
Thanks!
I'm just eating oatmeal waiting for them to show.
I should go take a nap (under four hours sleep here).
I am going to be hyyyper today.
I'm just eating oatmeal waiting for them to show.
I should go take a nap (under four hours sleep here).
I am going to be hyyyper today.
nice profile pic too. is that my prezzie??