Hello...
So have you ever been in that mood where you sort of want to sabotage something that could possibly be really good for you?
I'm pretty sure I'm doing that right now. Nathan and I haven't talked and I sorta freaked out when I saw that this chick that has bothered me with him before is supposed to hangout with him today. I don't know. I don't like not being with someone, fully. Cause while feelings still do what they want there really isn't anything to keep you two together, not that relationships hold true to that either.
Went to a hookah bar for the first time. That was grand. I would like to go back but, for now I can wait.
I miss having a vehicle very much, but in an ironic upset... I've become more popular without one. People are always coming to my house to get me now. I find it funny.
I meant to make this a photo blog but at the last minute I got lazy and didn't feel like it.
I'm not so happy these days. Small things and random conversations cheer me up, but nothing lasts. I wonder if anything actually lasts with me...
Should I give up on Nathan or should I just keep chasing that idea that seems to be fading away when I don't pay enough attention to it?
Should I go out so much or just try and calm it down on my girl night outs and go back to relaxing at home, like I used to be so comfortable with?
Could I ever properly get over that one guy?
Can I wait however many more days I have to wait until my replacement car arrives? Well I sort of have to wait anyway... DAMMIT.
Whenever will I get the balls to do a set already?!
But onto something that makes me very very happy.
Minus the Bear's new album is out and this the albums single.
I love Jake with his grizzly man look to him. Makes me giggle. But honestly.. I'd marry him in a second.
MINUS THE BEAR VIDEO
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So have you ever been in that mood where you sort of want to sabotage something that could possibly be really good for you?
I'm pretty sure I'm doing that right now. Nathan and I haven't talked and I sorta freaked out when I saw that this chick that has bothered me with him before is supposed to hangout with him today. I don't know. I don't like not being with someone, fully. Cause while feelings still do what they want there really isn't anything to keep you two together, not that relationships hold true to that either.
Went to a hookah bar for the first time. That was grand. I would like to go back but, for now I can wait.
I miss having a vehicle very much, but in an ironic upset... I've become more popular without one. People are always coming to my house to get me now. I find it funny.
I meant to make this a photo blog but at the last minute I got lazy and didn't feel like it.
I'm not so happy these days. Small things and random conversations cheer me up, but nothing lasts. I wonder if anything actually lasts with me...
Should I give up on Nathan or should I just keep chasing that idea that seems to be fading away when I don't pay enough attention to it?
Should I go out so much or just try and calm it down on my girl night outs and go back to relaxing at home, like I used to be so comfortable with?
Could I ever properly get over that one guy?
Can I wait however many more days I have to wait until my replacement car arrives? Well I sort of have to wait anyway... DAMMIT.
Whenever will I get the balls to do a set already?!
But onto something that makes me very very happy.
Minus the Bear's new album is out and this the albums single.
I love Jake with his grizzly man look to him. Makes me giggle. But honestly.. I'd marry him in a second.
MINUS THE BEAR VIDEO
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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~cheers
sorry to hear you're having problems, i hope you get it all sorted out somehow. can't be of much help lately... <3