Hello sexies!
So... I took out my dreads. Only about 5 hours of my life undoing something that took me about 6 and half hours.
I'm not really upset about it. In fact, I feel better. I guess I had my visit with the grunge side. It was beginning to bother me. I miss them, but my I love my hair now. In fact, my hair is being a dream. Its perfect almost, not dry, not oily, shiny and silky smooth, easy to comb and without tangles.
Seems like I told my hair whose boss.
Pics later
I decided to come right out and say it. I'm an artist and I should actually act like it.
I'm going to start on my ART plan, which I kinda want to keep to myself until I actually get it all sorted out. Right now its just a mess in my mind, that's waiting to be sorted.
Had a breakdown yesterday. That was something. My two gays, who are married, to each other, got in a huge upset. I'm not even sure why it was needed to have a fight, but they started. I slightly buzzed from drinking, trying to calm the situation. Well needless to say, it didn't calm down. So later on I go from home and getting a headache to at their place yelling at both of them to get their shit together. Then. After they start yelling at each other again. I put them in their place... Which in that, lead to me, balling like a little girl.
Way to make it all about me....
But I think they got it. So then, they gave me a tissue and I left to let them take it all in and I swore that if I had to come back. I was coming with a knife and no intent on leaving anyone alive except for the cat named Bootz who thinks he's a dog.
On my way home, I kept crying and my iPod decided it would be great to play love songs in my fragile state. I'm surprised I'm alive right now, since I was crying so hard.
So I promise to never sing/talk of love. I have no exception to the rules, because the ones I have aren't here in this state or even country and the one that is... well he's an impossible dream that would only destroy my life.
Today I had an epiphany about my life and my art and that I can't hide my art from people.I have the talents I have for a reason and I'm supposed to use them. Not hide them and ignore what I'm capable of.
I'll be back tomorrow I think. I should be.
I hope you all have been doing well! Love you much!
So... I took out my dreads. Only about 5 hours of my life undoing something that took me about 6 and half hours.
I'm not really upset about it. In fact, I feel better. I guess I had my visit with the grunge side. It was beginning to bother me. I miss them, but my I love my hair now. In fact, my hair is being a dream. Its perfect almost, not dry, not oily, shiny and silky smooth, easy to comb and without tangles.
Seems like I told my hair whose boss.
Pics later
I decided to come right out and say it. I'm an artist and I should actually act like it.
I'm going to start on my ART plan, which I kinda want to keep to myself until I actually get it all sorted out. Right now its just a mess in my mind, that's waiting to be sorted.
Had a breakdown yesterday. That was something. My two gays, who are married, to each other, got in a huge upset. I'm not even sure why it was needed to have a fight, but they started. I slightly buzzed from drinking, trying to calm the situation. Well needless to say, it didn't calm down. So later on I go from home and getting a headache to at their place yelling at both of them to get their shit together. Then. After they start yelling at each other again. I put them in their place... Which in that, lead to me, balling like a little girl.
Way to make it all about me....
But I think they got it. So then, they gave me a tissue and I left to let them take it all in and I swore that if I had to come back. I was coming with a knife and no intent on leaving anyone alive except for the cat named Bootz who thinks he's a dog.
On my way home, I kept crying and my iPod decided it would be great to play love songs in my fragile state. I'm surprised I'm alive right now, since I was crying so hard.
So I promise to never sing/talk of love. I have no exception to the rules, because the ones I have aren't here in this state or even country and the one that is... well he's an impossible dream that would only destroy my life.
Today I had an epiphany about my life and my art and that I can't hide my art from people.I have the talents I have for a reason and I'm supposed to use them. Not hide them and ignore what I'm capable of.
I'll be back tomorrow I think. I should be.
I hope you all have been doing well! Love you much!
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now i'm starting to see where it comes from that some people in the states are extra careful about their food. it's not like that here at all, at least not that extreme. we have crap food (which isn't as bad as american crap, but it's still garbage) and we have healthy food (which is more expensive and blah, but i guess not as much as for you).
i like extra sweet stuff, but some american food was definitely way too much, even for me. XD
it's just weird, the differences everywhere...
and you can surely tell, which countrys have healthier food, cause people live a lot longer there.