So...
I think I might be getting myself into some trouble and I hope I'm not.
As of late I've been hanging with my 'boys'. The ones I posted about int the last blog and had pictures of. Their is a few more with them that I don't have pictures of but yah, they are all friends and three of them are roommates.
Well, as you may or may not remember Tyler and I have history, I like him. I purely do. Now over the past few days I've been developing a a crush on Nathan, one of Tyler's roommates.
Nathan has a crush right back to, I found during a texting conversation. I'm not sure how to take it. I like him I do but its so... I don't know. I guess cause I keep thinking about Tyler.
Whats weird is that Tyler is starting to act differently. It could just be a change in his pattern but he's up to stuff these days. I don't want to think much into it, but how can I not? The guy I've been wanting for such a long time is acting differently. I noticed the change and its towards me and I'm not sure how to take that. Since Nathan is there.
It was Nathan's birthday a few days ago and I went over and hung out with him. Then as we chilled and had a blast and played some beer pong at a buddy of his place. It became late. Like four ish. So we went back to their house and... long story short I slept with Nathan. Not sexual, just sleeping, but it was nice. The way he just wraps his arm around me and pulls me close, so its a nice snug fit. I loved it. But for a long while all I could think is that Tyler is in the next room. So close, and I wanted to be with him, but I was fine with where I was.
So with Tyler now acting differently towards me and noticing me and such, and Nathan being Nathan and liking my attention, even if I'm not saying anything.
My gusband, Trevor says I'm playing with fire and maybe causing a love triangle. They are roommates, I slept with Tyler months ago, and I still like him, Tyler has pictures of me on his laptop, that I know are still there, just... this could all blow up in my face and I'd loose it all.
I need to dye my hair. Is it difficult to dye dreads?
I want an octopus tattoo. I'm pretty damn sure. I know it seems so typical, but I do.
I need someone to talk to about tattoos. I've got a lot on my mind about them and such. Placement and everything. Hrm.
I think I might be getting myself into some trouble and I hope I'm not.
As of late I've been hanging with my 'boys'. The ones I posted about int the last blog and had pictures of. Their is a few more with them that I don't have pictures of but yah, they are all friends and three of them are roommates.
Well, as you may or may not remember Tyler and I have history, I like him. I purely do. Now over the past few days I've been developing a a crush on Nathan, one of Tyler's roommates.
Nathan has a crush right back to, I found during a texting conversation. I'm not sure how to take it. I like him I do but its so... I don't know. I guess cause I keep thinking about Tyler.
Whats weird is that Tyler is starting to act differently. It could just be a change in his pattern but he's up to stuff these days. I don't want to think much into it, but how can I not? The guy I've been wanting for such a long time is acting differently. I noticed the change and its towards me and I'm not sure how to take that. Since Nathan is there.
It was Nathan's birthday a few days ago and I went over and hung out with him. Then as we chilled and had a blast and played some beer pong at a buddy of his place. It became late. Like four ish. So we went back to their house and... long story short I slept with Nathan. Not sexual, just sleeping, but it was nice. The way he just wraps his arm around me and pulls me close, so its a nice snug fit. I loved it. But for a long while all I could think is that Tyler is in the next room. So close, and I wanted to be with him, but I was fine with where I was.
So with Tyler now acting differently towards me and noticing me and such, and Nathan being Nathan and liking my attention, even if I'm not saying anything.
My gusband, Trevor says I'm playing with fire and maybe causing a love triangle. They are roommates, I slept with Tyler months ago, and I still like him, Tyler has pictures of me on his laptop, that I know are still there, just... this could all blow up in my face and I'd loose it all.
I need to dye my hair. Is it difficult to dye dreads?
I want an octopus tattoo. I'm pretty damn sure. I know it seems so typical, but I do.
I need someone to talk to about tattoos. I've got a lot on my mind about them and such. Placement and everything. Hrm.
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me and me long fingers... gotta have something good about me ^^
hopefully i'm having a shooting with a lovely friend of mine, should be perfect, it all depends on the weather though...