pixietom

I hate my life sometimes.... Its just a series of awkward moments rolled in with hurt.

I hate being a female even more though. Why? I spent my day slithering around my basement in pain, groaning and cursing to imaginary people living in my house. Overheating, cold sweats, and the overbearing need to puke everywhere and that doesn't include the gut wrenching pain rendering me completely useless and helpless. Not that I would ever text a friend to come help me out. Ugh I'm doing personal stuff, whether I want to or not. I was awaken by the pain of it all at about 6 this morning. And it didn't really go away until 5 ish this afternoon. 2 hours ago.... Before you ask thats 11 hours, and yes I took something... actually i took something twice, and my body said fuck you and hurt me even more....

I don't feel like going back on birth control, but I may need to.

Other then that. I hate boys I hate girls. I hate saying the wrong things and I hate this....
So much hate for today.


But what I love... is Seattle, and I looking at Seattle houses and I will more then likey... 9.5 times out of 10 move there. Wanna move with me?