It's a little premature but...
I'll be spending Valentine's day alone... again.
Though technically last year I hung out with friends, but we were the Broken Hearts Club and Josh was there...s o now its like a bittersweet thing. That's when Josh told Tiffany he liked her, and Tiffany told him that she only wanted/loved Mark while Mark was obsessing over me, and I was crushing on Josh.
I haven't learned my lesson either, cause if he texted me right now... I'd answer immediately.
V-day I will be alone. A lonely soul with other lonely souls but that really just brings out the loneliness. I'm looking forward to not thinking about love, and my many fuck ups along the way. I know that no matter what I do its gonna be on my mind. No matter what I do, what conversations I have... it will be looming over me like the cliche thundercloud, raining and thundering.
stupid boys.... not getting, and not wanting me.
stupid girls....
I'm worth more then a fling right?!
But who needs to hear my whine about problems that many people have.
have a dandy fucking V-day... I'm trying not to say that cynically.
Anywho...
I'll be spending Valentine's day alone... again.
Though technically last year I hung out with friends, but we were the Broken Hearts Club and Josh was there...s o now its like a bittersweet thing. That's when Josh told Tiffany he liked her, and Tiffany told him that she only wanted/loved Mark while Mark was obsessing over me, and I was crushing on Josh.
I haven't learned my lesson either, cause if he texted me right now... I'd answer immediately.
V-day I will be alone. A lonely soul with other lonely souls but that really just brings out the loneliness. I'm looking forward to not thinking about love, and my many fuck ups along the way. I know that no matter what I do its gonna be on my mind. No matter what I do, what conversations I have... it will be looming over me like the cliche thundercloud, raining and thundering.
stupid boys.... not getting, and not wanting me.
stupid girls....
I'm worth more then a fling right?!
But who needs to hear my whine about problems that many people have.
have a dandy fucking V-day... I'm trying not to say that cynically.
Anywho...
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I've been... well..up north of ya..working part time, snowboarding when i can..skateboarding when its nice. .there are lots of girls around but the whole boy girl thing is kinda up and down.. i'm sure you understand
anyways just wanted to say hay, so HAY! Being lonley is wierd...i don't really have a problem being alone, but i am starting to notice how i want to be around people at times, how its nice to have someone to hang with, make out with, snuggle with... ahhhhh! i geta confused ha ha !