pixietom

So... I'm not in a good mood. I'm border lining livid....

Like... can anybody just cheer me up?! Like... I feel like crap, crap, crap -below crap really.
My having or being anemic is really kicking my ass. More still fine.
For many reasons, like I'm disappointed in myself. Like... I want to know I'm gonna be oh -k-. My blood levels are below needing a transfusion. And... I'm fine. Well I think I'm fine. I feel fine.
But this condition and my point in it serious. Way too serious.
Sure it happens to people all the time,but its different when it happens to someone you know or you... when it really hits home. And it has hit home, knocked on the door and slapped me in the face. So apparently I've been like this for a long while. At least a year or more... And I know what that means... I know when it all happened.

So I'm taking tablets for it and such. So... I'm getting it done... just... this was going on inside me the whole time and I didn't even know.
Oh well. I'll be fine. In the end. I know now at least.