Saturday Jan 16, 2010

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I warn you this gonna be a long blog!
But stay tuned I promise that its worth it. Haha

I listened to my ipod but this finds a way to almost never leave my record player.
Minus the Bear makes me do things I enjoy.

Last night I went for a kick ass walk and then decided to come home and take a bath. All the while I was listening to the amazing melody of a band I can say owns my soul. My little indie, hippie, alternative with punk and vintage sprinkles.

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Does anybody else notice that I'm coming out of my shell bit by bit?
My imaginary lover loves it, do you? Haha

And never have I been so afraid to drop my camera.... ever. Haha! It was funny but not while I was there.


That made me miss modeling again. I want to be behind the camera again. Damn my not having friends that are into photography and people who wont let me model for them junk. I don't even need to be paid for it. I just enjoy it. Maybe too much. Am I turning into an exhibitionist...? Is that even the right word...?

Next I thought I'd take you on a tour of my room. Not really, but sorta.

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I was waiting for this. When he starts chipping so I can go back over it with my pastels. Easy fix but I was expecting it at the joints so all is fine. No need to freak out... Yet


Just a view of my messy night stand... Well is it really really messy...?



Then if you ever wondered how much of a geek I am.... look at my wall!

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OF ANIME!

And I still have crap more that I haven't even thought about adding and trying to organize...
Sad thing I'm falling out of anime. Like... surreal



I think Spring cleaning has come really early for me. More because I have been holding on to crap for forever.

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A drawer full of things food for my dolls. Yah I'm pretty crazy about it. And I still have more things upstairs in the doll room. Oh me.

This is what made me realize that I may need to clean house. I have had these pictures up and years... None of them hold the value that they used to. I've moved on and sure they still are important but things have changed and I actually need to let go of the many sophomoric things I chose to hold onto. I'm not in high school anymore and so I'm sort of behind. Sure I'm not gonna get rid of my vinyl toys and crap. Just cleaning house for the things that matter and if the sentimental value is still there, then I shall keep it.

Come with me to IHOP sometime. I steal these cups. I want a bigger collection! Haha. So come with me.
My poor guitar has been neglected and untuned for a long time....
One day I shall return to you. I promise.



But that's all for now. I really must rest and ponder. This year I'm not gonna make any resolutions. Cept one. Live and make it to the next one. Smile as much as I can and drink more water. Tea is not water.... Well it is, but yah know. Haha!

Hope you guys are doing well.And thanks for sticking around to read and view all this.
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VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
shanedoe:
you got that right, there certainly are a couple of bands that are the most important to myself as well. it takes a while to see which bands i can't get enough of, some get boring after a couple of weeks or are only good every once in a while.

yeah, there hasn't been much impressing new stuff in anime land, at least i think so, it's hard to say without knowing all that's out there. also some of the best doesn't even get released here anyway.
i don't even want to know what's out in germany since it's so ridiculously overpriced and slow here.

haha, that's cool. you'd surely be very good at tattooing wink

yeah, i get that. you'd want to be as close to whatever you're getting from the music that is important to you. i still think London would be good, but i don't know, maybe i'll just try it out for a couple of months or so. my best friend thinks the same way, so we might do that together
matter:
your room looks awesome, i love that manakin, did you do the art on it?

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