Still in love from the concert. Still feeling special and amazing
But last night...
I couldn't go to sleep. And I was so tired. I was just sitting in my bed looking around like a drugged out whore wanting her fix. It wasn't till about 5 ish that I was finally able to go to bed... I feel like I more passed out.
Why is this important... Well Josh was sick last night and this morning... Like bad apparently.
he ended up not going to bed till about 5 but woke up way to early at 9.... When I woke up.
Pisses me off. Sure it seems like coincidence but...
This has been happening too much.
Oh well. I have eggnog. I vow to be single forever. Fuck relationships.
I got a Nintendo DSi a few days ago and I got four games cause I'm piggish.
Its something
I hate being like this...


But last night...
I couldn't go to sleep. And I was so tired. I was just sitting in my bed looking around like a drugged out whore wanting her fix. It wasn't till about 5 ish that I was finally able to go to bed... I feel like I more passed out.
Why is this important... Well Josh was sick last night and this morning... Like bad apparently.
he ended up not going to bed till about 5 but woke up way to early at 9.... When I woke up.
Pisses me off. Sure it seems like coincidence but...
This has been happening too much.
Oh well. I have eggnog. I vow to be single forever. Fuck relationships.
I got a Nintendo DSi a few days ago and I got four games cause I'm piggish.
Its something
I hate being like this...



I don't want you to be like that....I want you to be like this:
*HUGS*
I've been all up an down as far as mentallly, physically..i dunno wtf to think of relationships either right now.