pixietom

I remember the days I was so content that I was trying to deep throat ramune bottles with the drink still in it.


I'm feeling really... dreary again. I'm so happy my mommie is home. I missed her. Just at the same time. I'm irritated and annoyed and apparently being mean. Which was weird when my mom calls me mean and asks me how i have friends and I know damn well that it was just her being cute and trying to get me to talk about whats wrong and all I do is start crying. We talked about stuff later. After a while, cause I avoid answering questions.

The only thing I have to cheer me up is a concert on the 25th. Sounds lame but these guys are my inner soul.

My mom is getting a scanner tomorrow. Part of me wants to ask for a Nintendo DSi. I like them, but I more just want to play Cooking Mama and Gardening Mama. And something else about a diabolical box.

I guess I'm emotional. I need cheering up, but I don't even know whats wrong.
I'm having problems with one friend of mine, but it affects about 3 more in the whole thing.
I don't know. My life is so simple and stress free, but sometimes. I feel like I'm drowning under it all. I don't expect to really be fine after all the crap, but I don't know. I feel like I should be better.
I'm so two sided right now. One side of me is truly happy and content and the other is suffocating and wanting out.

Lame lame lame.