pixietom

Bleh, bleh, bleh.
I truly do hate love. Its so very irritating and a lonely road when its one-sided. What can you do when the guy you want, that should know I want him says.... "One is the loneliest number that you'll ever know..."
Maybe its not about what I think its about... but really....

I hate facebook sometimes. Anybody want to be friends. I've been so lazy on there and like not looking for people I know. So, you wanna be friends? It'll be fun and lame!

Busy, busy girl. I have been so busy with my emotions and creating a random ass character for a doll. My friends are finally into BJD's (ball jointed dolls) and we are looking at stuff and creating characters for them. My character is a 15 year old boy named Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix. I feel so unoriginal because its Phoenix's new album name... Like oh man. I'm awesome.

I'm thinking about school. Well I'm always thinking about it really. I'm not sure what my main focus is with it. I'm such a constant mover I just can't pick one certain thing.
I'm gonna try and organize all the little hobbies I want to do. To help me also figure out what is a hobby, an aspiration and goal.... Then what makes me breathe... and that in a way will get me to what I want for my school goal.

My friends love me. I've never been so taken aback by it. But some friends of mine. Ones that I've of been feeling sort at a loss about, besides being completely content. I felt like it wasn't real and that it was just a sort of lie. They baked me cookies (chocolate chip, my fave) while telling me that they were gonna bake some stuff and hot chocolate and drove over to give it to me, and it snowed.
I'm crying now thinking about it. I'm not the one thats gets appreciation often. I'm not gonna go into it but it was so very nice that little surprise.

Love, peace and chicken grease.
The Thomas