There are 3 days and a wake up till my birthday!
I've been so stressed lately. Well actually a very relaxed stressed out. Cause I've been keeping it hidden around friends and not talking to people about it. I don't think anything is wrong with me... Just this accident is still not finished. I just want things done and the other lady is slacking her ass off which makes sense since it was her fault. Like I need help, but I don't. All I need is for things to go back to normal and for my car to come back in sit in the driveway or the garage.
Yesterday was an awesome day though. As of late me and my body are back at odds, and the war began again. I've even begun attacking my face... Which I never used to do. Sure everyone has something they don't like about their face, but I'm hating everything that I used to love. Not sure why, but it happens. So yesterday. I went out to Manitou Springs with two of my friends and we got funnel cake! That was the whole purpose for out visit; to get funnel cake! So as we are waiting for it to be made this pretty-pretty indie chick with a lovely Nikon camera keeps walking around us, and I find out why. She sweetly asks me... ME to model for her. I said yes, still in like shock of it all. She took some pictures of me talking to the lady making funnel cake and then when on her way, but not before telling me that I was "truly beautiful". I sat blushing for some time and then my friend came up to me and said " See the rest of the world see's that your still beautiful too."
Talk about making me feel better. Now I'm not looking at the problems of my body. I just feel blessed to be me. Maybe I can get back into modeling again. I know its silly or maybe just stupid, but that made my day; if not my week hearing that.
I have a lot coming up. On the 17th I'm changing my hair and getting my tattoo appointment. For sometime. Then on Saturday its my birthday. I'm not really sure what I'm gonna do if anything at all. I just kinda feel like being low key. I'd ask Josh to come over but... I'm ignoring him, and Tyler as well. Its about time that I grew up on that scale!
Hahaha
Oh yah lastly. I was watching BBC America. And they have this show called being human. I am completely hooked on it. Love it. Its about these young adults who find out about/become the paranormal things in life, like vampires and werewolves, even ghosts. So now all they want to do is try and be human. Fit in with the humans and blend so that they don't become the monsters some of them know is possible to become and what they fear. So I thought I'd show you a picture of my crush, and this only/first time I've ever crushed on a vampire.
Say hello to Mitchell
I've been so stressed lately. Well actually a very relaxed stressed out. Cause I've been keeping it hidden around friends and not talking to people about it. I don't think anything is wrong with me... Just this accident is still not finished. I just want things done and the other lady is slacking her ass off which makes sense since it was her fault. Like I need help, but I don't. All I need is for things to go back to normal and for my car to come back in sit in the driveway or the garage.
Yesterday was an awesome day though. As of late me and my body are back at odds, and the war began again. I've even begun attacking my face... Which I never used to do. Sure everyone has something they don't like about their face, but I'm hating everything that I used to love. Not sure why, but it happens. So yesterday. I went out to Manitou Springs with two of my friends and we got funnel cake! That was the whole purpose for out visit; to get funnel cake! So as we are waiting for it to be made this pretty-pretty indie chick with a lovely Nikon camera keeps walking around us, and I find out why. She sweetly asks me... ME to model for her. I said yes, still in like shock of it all. She took some pictures of me talking to the lady making funnel cake and then when on her way, but not before telling me that I was "truly beautiful". I sat blushing for some time and then my friend came up to me and said " See the rest of the world see's that your still beautiful too."
Talk about making me feel better. Now I'm not looking at the problems of my body. I just feel blessed to be me. Maybe I can get back into modeling again. I know its silly or maybe just stupid, but that made my day; if not my week hearing that.
I have a lot coming up. On the 17th I'm changing my hair and getting my tattoo appointment. For sometime. Then on Saturday its my birthday. I'm not really sure what I'm gonna do if anything at all. I just kinda feel like being low key. I'd ask Josh to come over but... I'm ignoring him, and Tyler as well. Its about time that I grew up on that scale!
Hahaha
Oh yah lastly. I was watching BBC America. And they have this show called being human. I am completely hooked on it. Love it. Its about these young adults who find out about/become the paranormal things in life, like vampires and werewolves, even ghosts. So now all they want to do is try and be human. Fit in with the humans and blend so that they don't become the monsters some of them know is possible to become and what they fear. So I thought I'd show you a picture of my crush, and this only/first time I've ever crushed on a vampire.
Say hello to Mitchell
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I hope you have a great birthday.